Posted on February 26, 2010 at 7:00 PM
Wondering if there is a place where someone so out of place can belong. Thinking… there really is no place- no one- for me. Inside this uninhibitedly enthusiastic façade of happiness and splendor contains this conundrum, and a hollowed outsider I will stay. This is not an invitation for sympathy. Realize there is peace that exudes from love spilled out to comfort and heal the devastated, to shield and protect the exposed and breathe life into the dreams of others. As this thought unfolds, so does the awareness that I am just simply a reflection of the deliberately composed rhetoric I don each morning like a mask to hide the true me.